Me & the Corona virus in Salisbury

🌍 Went to the White Hart Hotel last night for my last Christmas party. The hotel was heaving with parties all day long, went to meet Salisbury photography club.   Spent all day today getting ready for Thursday, I'm a bit stressed, out as mum's been in a bad mood all evening. The stress gave me the shits and stomach ache, sick and tired of being accused of not coming up enough.  I'm really depressed, I feel trapped. I want to see my friends and go to events, but I feel awful leaving mum on her own. I haven't been sleeping well, and struggle to fall asleep.   I love mum but she becoming demanding, I can't help the buses being late. Reds sent a single decker at the most busiest part of the day today, 3-4 when the school runs start. Bus was packed, had a trolley full, most of my secret Santa gifts I'm leaving behind. A bloke from Southampton fell over on the bus by Roman Road cemetery, hitting his head. I was chatting to his partner when it happened, hope he's ...

The city was very busy today. Went round the cathedral this morning, there was a coachload of people getting off. Had Windsor Salisbury and the stones tour sign in the window. Going to see Wicked at the Odeon Sunday, sold out this afternoon the q was right up to the door! I want to see Gladiator 2 which is supposed to be better then the last one. Mum's eye appointment has come through on 17th December. Only thing is I've been invited to a lunch @ the Baptist church, & a dinner with Salisbury camera club. I'll have to give the camera club one up, even through I'll lose money.  Mum means the world to me, dad can't help as he's not here anymore. There's no one else to help apart from me.  I'm a bit stressed as I've lost a lot of things this year, including my beloved dad. Mums annoyed with me, but how was I to know her appointment would come through?  Also I have a prolapse which bleeds sometimes, it's weird as it vanishes wen I get ...