Me & the Corona virus in Salisbury

It's my birthday on 27th October, but no one is interested. Big 50 but no one gives a damn, be quiet as usual nothing like what Penny had on Saturday. Liz Truss has resigned as PM, and Ritchy Sunack is the new PM. Only time will tell what he'll be like. I bought a birthday cake for the community cafe from M&S, the cafe at the Baptist church & SP2 is my safe place. Hung washing out, was damp when I brought it back in. The cafe at the Arts Centre is closing, his stupid is that? Their blaming it on Covid and the energy crisis, we have Dig in there tomorrow so we'll go elsewhere in future. My hair needs cutting, I get round to it eventually.

I'm depressed, Thursday is my birthday and as per usual, it's going to be quiet like an ordinary day. I did think of visiting Weymouth, but according to my weather app, it's going to be thundery so that's put a stop to that. I reacted to the covid jab last Thursday, I knew I would. I was going to have a lazy Friday, but mum rang up saying dad was sick. I got dressed and went up there.  Called 111 and we waited for 2 hrs for the Dr to ring back.  Mum wasn't strong enough to sit him up in bed properly. Dad got admitted to hospital in the Redlynch ward, At least the phone signal works there. The hospital was full, so dad was lucky to get a bed. Even as my & mum were at the bus stop, we could see ambulances parked up outside A&E waiting to get in. A lot of people are reacting to the Covid jab, as they have included the Omicron virus. I updated dads tablet and showed him how to get to his games, he forgot five minutes later. It's not looking good for Lizz Tru...

I went to a tea party at the Quaker house along Wilton Road. Been raining on and off, very mild today. Went to the Rethink group in the Arts Centre, nice to chat with people when you are down. I watched Desperaldo on the Great Movies channel, it's got Antoni Bandarus in and he's HOT! 😍 Got me thinking through, that I'm heading towards being left on the shelf. I do get lonely, but then again I'm worried about having my heart broken again. If it hadn't been for Brian my X, I'd have still been a virgin. I hated my virginity it made me feel like I wasn't normal, like a freak. I've tried explaining to mum, but she doesn't take me seriously, and aunt Joan stares at me like I'm some sort of slapper. Most people my age are married off, but I don't do marriage as I hate commitment. Young ladies in the Roaring twenties liked Rudolph Valentino, I've only seen a few pictures of him.