October 4th 2022

I went to a tea party at the Quaker house along Wilton Road. Been raining on and off, very mild today. Went to the Rethink group in the Arts Centre, nice to chat with people when you are down.

I watched Desperaldo on the Great Movies channel, it's got Antoni Bandarus in and he's HOT! 😍

Got me thinking through, that I'm heading towards being left on the shelf. I do get lonely, but then again I'm worried about having my heart broken again. If it hadn't been for Brian my X, I'd have still been a virgin. I hated my virginity it made me feel like I wasn't normal, like a freak.

I've tried explaining to mum, but she doesn't take me seriously, and aunt Joan stares at me like I'm some sort of slapper.
Most people my age are married off, but I don't do marriage as I hate commitment.

Young ladies in the Roaring twenties liked Rudolph Valentino, I've only seen a few pictures of him.





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